Is over already.

10 mths ended so fast.

What I had alway believed is a dream.

It will never come true.

Thank for all the memories.

Thank for all the sweetness.

Thank for all the bitterness.

Thank for all the sourness.

Thank for all the unhappiness.

Thank for all the happiness.

Thank for all the presents.

Thank for all the touching things you have done.

Thank for all the loneliness.

Thank for all the sadness.

Thank for all the angeryness.

Thank for EVERYTHING.

A path of freedom lay ahead of you.

Choose a better person.

I don't fit to be with ya.

We are two different worlds.

We can't be together.

Is fate that brought us together.

But is ourselves that brought us to an end.

Hope you can move on in life.

Fuifill your interior design dreams.

Wish you lucks in whatever you do.

Remember to take care of your health.

Eat healthy, sleep early, drink more water.

Don't repeat same mistakes again.

You had done wrongs before, so be smart this time.

Take care my beloved, Neko.

You are free to go now.

I love you. But I can't anymore.

Huggies & Muackies.

Bye bye.

When I'm happy listenin to the words you speaking,
you brought me an unhappy new.
That's what I will always not wish for,
But it just came true.

Been 8-9mths since then,
But it seems liked yesterday.
Now, you requested for it to occur,
Can I say no?

If I say no,
I will the bad guy.
If I say yes,
I will not be able to take it.
So what reaction do you wish me to give?

Hack care?
Attitude?
Anger?
Sadness?
Tears?
Laughters?
Of which above you wanna me express myself?

Why do you alway gives such pressure?
You asked me to relax.
You asked me to let go.
Great, I almost done it.
But you brought me back again.
I can't take it anymore.

Do you know I can't take it anymore?
Why do you alway push me up the wall?
When have I ever push you up the wall?
I'm unreasonable.
I'm sucker.
I'm bastard.
I'm asshole.
I'm idiot.
I'm nobody.

When have you spare a thought for me?
I don't know?
I not sure.
You alway never express.
What you expect me to know?
I know I have my 6th sense.
Don't abuse it please.

11 hr 30 mins count down.
My hell is waiting for me.
My exam is approaching.
But how?
I can't even focus.
I can't concentrate.
My whole mind is in whirl.
Thinking about what you request.

I studied for a week.
But it will all be down in the drain.
I have nobody to blame.
Blame myself for protecting & loving you so much.
How I wished I had not answer your call.
How I wished I had not contacted you at all.
Then I will not know this heartbreaking news.

Enough Enough. I leave.
I had enough. I vanish ok?
You will feel better off without me.
Yes you will.
Now, what I had studied I had forgotten.
Who gave a damn about it anymore.
Fail then fail. Is just another major Japanese Exam.
Fail then re-take. No big deal right?
Who cares. Hack care attitude surfaced.

I had no mood for exams nor studies.
Thank you for your request.
It makes me wanna kill myself, silence myself to death.

Ureshii !

Yokatta !

Hontou ni !

Owarimashita !

Mou daijoubu !

Yeah !

Hahas. ^_^!"
Results are out.

Improved my GPA.

Passed all modules.

To: Mei Sze

I had not let you down.

I promised you that I will not repeat or fail any modules.

I did it ! I did it !! I did it !!!

I studied so hard, efforts paid off.

Though I din hit 2 points,

But I did my best.
Hope you see it.

I love you !

Chotto matte !

Mada Owarimasen deshita !

Nihon no shiken ga motte imasu !

Ashita ni san ji han kara.

Kyofu ne. Shiken wa A grade ga hoshii desu ne.

Demo mada mada. Tasan benkyoushimasu!

Mou owarimasen ! A grade o iru koto ga dekimasu ka?

Tabun? Awww... Wakaranai.

Demo Ganbatte Takeshi ! =))

Kanji to katakana wa sukoshi muzukashii.

Hanasuru koto ga dekimasen ka?

Ma ma ne. Daijoubu. =))

Takeshi ! Best wishes for myself for tomorrow.

Await good news ! Jiayou ! Hope can bring double happiness

to Neko, Mei Sze, My love. =))

What to say? nani mo hanasuru.
I miss you a lot but i really dunno what to do?
kimi wa inakute totemo samishii. hontou ni.
Life is not the same anymore.
No msg. No calls.

I'm struggling. I can't slp everyday.
Mai nichi nemasen.
I sleep at 7am, wake up in the afternoon.
hontou ni tsuketeiru.
I'm tired everyday.
I see you online, I wish to talk to you.
But when I talk to you, I dunno what to say.

I'm sorry. Make you angry again.
Haix. I am useless, hopeless guy.
Gomanasai. I will not make you angry again.
I will disappear ok?

I feel so stress.
Exams on thursday.
I feel pressured.
Principal, teachers, myself expect to score an A's.
I don't wanna let them down.
I wanna show you what I'm capable of.

Where are you?
Kimi wa doko.
Tasukete kudasai.
Ima boku wa totemo muryoku.
Tasukete kudasai.

This blog. Will you read?
Yomu? I guess not?
This blog is becoming to be mine.
Is not ours anymore?
Kanahii ne.

Sen nen, roku getsu ni
isshoni blog o shimashita.
Sore kara, hitori de blog o shimashita.
kimi wa doko?
Never mind. Daijoubu.
At least this blog is not dead.

I love you.
Mei Sze.

2 weeks?
how am I going to spend it?
is it a holiday? or is a break?

is just 1 day past. but is seemed like years passed.
you have changed a lot.
where are you?
what are you doing?
no calls.
no msg.

is 2 weeks an excuse?
to break free?
to have fun?
to enjoy?
to change?
to think?

which is true?
maybe 2 weeks ltr,
you found out that is alright without me.
is ok without me.

life goes on and on and on.
meaningless, fruitless and countless days.
nt even a msg if you reach hm.

oh well. is over. time for me to move on
in my life too. time for me to settle down.
time for me to leave.

take care, my love.
bye bye.
koko kara kare jya nai.
kiotsu kete kudasai.
tabun, kondo isshoni atta.
wakaranai. kimi mou watashi no jya nai.

She looked more like a wicked witch than a warrior. =X

Her little tiny friend.

She's Alway A Beauty In My Eyes.